You're obsessed, just let me go

The water trickles down the steps

They first attack the cement, making a bouncing noise then it takes it over. 

Why can't you just leave me alone

Why are you so obsessed with me. 

You never cared about me, 

it was all fake. 

Your manipulation, 

your lies, 

they filtered through to my inner core. 

You made me remember who I was, 

what my value was, 

by defiling me to my bone. 

By abusing me with your words, 

your silence. 

By always making me last in your list. 

Everyone else came before me. 

By physically causing me harm at times, and laughing. 

It was all control for you, 

controlling me. 

Now that I have walked away, 

blocked you, 

you relentlessly come after me. 

I am that toy that you can no longer have. 

Your narcissistic sadistic sociopath ways took me for a ride, 

that I never want to ride... ever again. 

I trusted you with my soul. 

You, nor anyone like you will ever get my energy, my time again. 

You keep trying to get control of me, 

but that won't happen. 

Keep trying, I know my worth. 

Most importantly, I know who you are. 

I gave you years of my unconditional love, 

you don't deserve another second of my time. 

Go and get the attention from all those you cheated on me with, 

where are they now? Probably still there, being lied to, just like I was. 

I know I can't ask you to please leave me alone, 

because you won't, and it'll entice you to keep trying. 

I just wish you were a normal human being, 

but you're not.

You won't ever understand how to have empathy for another being.