Gold Star

 All I want is to hold you in my arms

Cliche, I know but oh so true

I just want your body to feel my skin

I want to smell you

Taste you, every inch of you

Ah those blue sky eyes you have

They drive me crazy

I’m laying here in my hammock just fantasying about you being here

Wish you were laying next to me with your head on my chest resting

I would smell your scalp and save that memory in my brain

I know I love your body, for it is out of this world

But it’s you.

Every part of you that makes you you that has me so sprung

You’re an amazing woman

You’re an amazing mom

Oh so loving and patient

That’s so sexy, when you’re in your element with your kids

How kind you are

Oh that sealed the deal

How sweet and caring you are

I love your soul

You’re consistent and that calms my anxious attachment

You heal me without even knowing you are

Your texts, your snaps, you voice messages make my day every time you send one my hearts jumps from happiness at the fact that we’re connecting

The fact that you’re giving me access to you is something I’ll always cherish

I’ll never take you for granted girl

I know what you bring to the table even if you don’t fully know it

You’re wifey, you’re the diamond everyone looks for

I just want you to be happy and it's a bonus that you share your journey with me hand by hand

What makes you happy? Do it

You want to try new things? Do it

You want me to cook for you so you can do your crafts? I’ll do it

You want me to take the kids so that you can have me time and remember that you’re an individual aside from a partner and mother? One hundred percent baby, I gotchu

We haven’t known each other that long and I haven’t tasted you yet but I know I want something meaningful with you

I don’t want it to be a hit and run

I want to be your comfortable space where you can be soft

Where you can be soft without fear of judgment, without the fear of being hurt

I just wanna walk next to you, hand in hand through all these days ahead of us

I know what I bring to the table and I know you won’t regret giving me, giving us a chance

Baby girl I drop my name in the hat

I am here when you’re ready

And always remember, your kids are my own. They’re a part of you and each have their own personality which I love so much

Baby girl, I am here.

Take all the time you need to heal,

I’ll be here