Luck so far

Don't you ever wonder when is the person that you fall for going to feel the same way about you?
I've had no luck so far.
After loving someone so deeply, where do you go from there?
how could you just start dating someone that you don't love?
It's not fair to them and neither to you.
You know that you still love someone else,
how could you go from loving someone,
to just being in a relationship?
to just giving that person a try...
I can't seem to do it.
If I don't love you,
I am not pursuing you.
I can't look at you in the face and be genuine.
I am a flirt at times,
and that's because everyone needs some loving.
It may not be the real love,
but it's a temporary fix.
I don't do temporary fixes with dating people.
There is so much falseness everywhere,
I don't want to to be fake about my feelings.
I don't want to confuse either.
I just want someone to say, "oh hey! I feel the same about you"
and let a wonderful friendship/relationship develop.

July 29th 2018