Stupid Monkey

I wish I could read what you were thinking
like a script knowing what each scene had to offer
To know what was behind those green eyes
To know how your white-skin reacts to the sound of my voice
But I can never be completely sure, unless I ask you
something that will never happen,
not at least till I am over feeling this way about you
I can only imagine, and 
make assumptions out of the way you act in front of me
I love hugging you, and not because I enjoy being near you
but to let you know that I am above all, a friend to you
will always be here for you
Your friendship is one that I value more than riches
You are loyal, maybe not such a warm person, but
through everything you've gone through you are as close to honey
in sweetness as you could possibly get
I know how hard it is to show affection,
that you care,
since that means opening up,
letting someone see that you actually care about them
and so I thank you for your appreciation
for all those moments you showed me who you are
and how truly big your heart is
You are the best friend I could ever ask for
and sorry that sometimes I fall in love with who you are
But you my friend are one of a kind
one that I will never get to re-live, or meet again
and for that I value you more than life