How do I tell you we have nothing in common,
not anymore at least.
How do I tell myself that we no longer are connected?
How do I process this break-up without it ever being one?
you are somewhere else right now,
we're both in two different places, wanting different things
How can I be close to you, how can we be as we use to, if...
You can't share things with me as you use to
It's not that there's no trust,
It's just there's too much of it,
and we're honest enough to see it
see that we no longer have anything in common other than we're family
I remember our childhood, and my heart jumps of joy
then sinks down again as a wave colliding down unto the sand
realizing that those were past memories, no longer are we there
but we're here.
Here where you have your own life, and I have mine.
There's this imaginary line that none of us made,
but it's there
we don't name it, or call it as it is, but we know its there
You are my sister, and always will be
I am hoping that life gives us a second chance,
and that we will once again have things in common to share as we use to,
to bring back our relationship afloat.
but that's just me hoping...
I may be strong but Jesus do I overthink, making my decisions weak.
You were my mediator, you were curt, you were the ice-breaker
oh how i wish to have you back,
that person that would tell me everything with complete trust.
I lost you and I don't even know when,
I think we both lost ourselves in the process of "growing-up"
and it wouldn't be fair for me to stand and judge how you are growing,
both of our processes are different, and I only hope that they work.
I hope that you have the strength to dig deep inside you,
and pull that person that I met in my childhood
Oh, I wish you the best,
yes I do
I wish you all good things.
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