Humans have put price on their own

Trapped and have no one to trust or turn to
that's how you felt

day by day being used as a plastic doll for pleasures
of evil senseless people
you were lost
literally didn't know where you were
mentally and emotionally; you tried blocking everything out

you knew now that this was hell
no one looking at you directly

looking at your breasts, face

turning you around to look at

your ass and legs
and nodding if they liked what they saw

The life you had before is gone and you can never go back to it

it's as if you were taken from that world and put into another

you were beaten,  both for pleasure and discipline
your life consisted of being a hole where scrupulous people

dived their  heartless demons into you
you were trapped in hell, never thought of getting out

tried to escape once; never again

you thought you knew pain
you thought you knew evil
you thought hell didn't exist on earth
you realized you were wrong.
I don't know how to tell you that you can trust me
for life has told you otherwise; trust no one.

I don't know how to tell you that I have a vague idea of happened to you

for all you want to do is forget,

 and I wouldn't dare bring it up so you can relieve it once again
I don't know how to tell you that I think you are beautiful

without maybe triggering a memory you rather not remember
But what I can tell you is that
I admire you
you were able to do something that I thought no one could do

and that's bring me back to life

You alone, a survivor of the most horrible pain anyone could endure

have thought me that life is worth saving

especially if you will live to save others

I was afraid to do what I was born to
Afraid of the consequences,

afraid that I won't have the guts to stand up to these nightmares
that prey on young, ignorant, rebellious, hopeless beings
But I have you to thank for
for giving me life, when I thought there was none
for giving me courage when I lacked

and for giving me hope that one person out of a hundred, is one person less
What I am trying to say is,

Thank you for being alive.