Prosperous

Velvet,
red,
purple,
burgundy
green,
all the colors that look good on you. 
I want to buy you a burgundy dress and a gold necklace to go with it. 
Thank you. 
For being my friend, 
my sister.
I never thought we would get this close, 
I never thought I would be able to meet someone that has a heart like mine.
You are beautiful darling,and you know it.
You make me laugh so much, 
we make each other laugh so much.
I love you.
Being selfish, I don't think I ever want to stop being your friend, 
because who else would make me laugh like you do?
We crack each other up, 
and laughing, oh it's so expensive nowadays
You don't find that anywhere, 
someone or something that can make you genuinely laugh.
Thank you for believing in me, 
you do that so well, believe in me. 
I sometimes don't believe in myself as much as you do,
the plans I tell you, the things I have in mind, 
you take them as if they're set in stone, 
and you will see me accomplish them. 
It's so fulfilling and energetic to find someone like that.
If you who is reading this haven't found someone like that,
please do, it's lovely. 
If you have people in your life, even family members, 
that make you feel strange, weird, out of place, 
like you are crazy or "paranoid" as so many people have told me, 
get out of there, unfriend them, 
forget them, let them be, 
they'll find other people to say those things to, 
but it doesn't have to be you. 
Believe me, the universe has a way of finding what's best for you,
but you first have to start eliminating the obvious negative things.
I have stopped talking to many people that were no good for me, 
I realized that their comments weren't constructive, 
they didn't build me up, but brought me down,
made me feel not good enough, like I'll never accomplish the things that I wanted. 
They themselves weren't even pursuing things,
No hopes, no dreams. 
I felt alone perhaps for some time being, 
but not really,
I learned to love myself, 
and as I did, I started to notice those that did as well.
What I thought I had lost,
I had actually gained and more.
I gained a great sister, and friend, 
You my Indian princess. 
Thank you for being who you are,
for being your vicious self when I've needed it,
for being brutally honest, 
but for also being gentle and caring. 
I am writing this in a way to thank you, 
but to also have as a bookmark, 
one that we will go back to. 
In the end my beautiful reader, 
remember that even family sometimes have to go. 
But no worries, 
God will provide you maybe not with blood family, 
but something even stronger and purer, 
a pick of friends who become family. 
Always remember quality over quantity.

You are not alone. 

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