Whole

Do you know what it is to wake up and be happy?
To open your eyes, while you are stretching in your bed and
having a real smile on your face. 
To have tears drop down your cheeks out of happiness,
to be so thankful because you have never felt this whole before.
The funny thing is that your life at moment in "human" eyes,
is turned upside down. Years back you would have be in depression, but now,
you trust Him. 
There is such peace inside you,
you can't fully describe it, you must feel it to understand. 
I woke up this morning, with a smile in my face. 
Rested and in peace. 
Crying out of happiness, 
because the thing that I had been looking for, 
for so many years I had finally found
and realized it had been looking for me all these years too,
waiting patiently until I trusted Him. 
I finally love myself completely, 
I feel whole,
complete.
I had never felt this way. 
It's like there's nothing else that I need. 
I am in love with myself in such a magical way, 
He makes me feel so beautiful and whole. 
Yes, I keep saying whole, 
because that's exactly how it feels. 
Like I am glass and I am full, up to the top filled with love.
But like a waterfall, I let it drop all around my surroundings,
yet I never go empty. 
There's a fire inside my heart, that warms my being.
Funny how it all happened. 
It wasn't until I decided to follow Him, to listen to Him,
and say: "OK, you take over, I'll do what You want, it's not what I want, you know best."
Simple thinking would say how I won't be happy since I am doing what someone else wants, 
but in reality, He showed me what truly made me happy. 
All along he had been wanting to show me what makes me whole, 
smile, 
happy. 
Best decision I've made is to focus on Him.

Have you known true happiness? 
Be honest, have you ever felt "complete"? 

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