And once again, God has humbled me to the core
It's one of those moments when you are reflecting life,
maybe it's the holidays, maybe it's the end of the year.
I like to believe that I try to better myself daily,
I am far from perfect,
Oh lord, everyone that meets me knows that.
I thought I was humble,
I mean I've been working on that for years now,
and I thought I was doing incredible, until...
I met someone recently,
whom I did not remember.
Had no recollection of meeting this person,
yet I had,
and they remembered me.
I realized tonight while talking with mom,
that this person had been presented/introduced to me,
to the result of becoming friends with them.
I was around nineteen years old,
and I was stupid, very stupid.
Yet, not throwing the age out there for an excuse, there is none.
I remembered looking at this person with disgust,
like "ew, you're below me, bye"
Now, I see I made a big mistake.
I didn't see it then because once again, I was stupid.
But now I've met the person again and I feel terrible.
I remember her childish face, and her sister as well,
I am starting to remember times when I've been an asshole,
and it's hitting me to the core.
I realized that as many times that I've been hurt,
I've hurt others too.
The thought of me causing harm to another,
is heart breaking, my heart really breaks.
I don't ever want to cause any sort of pain unto another.
It broke me tonight.
I was not expecting this at all, it took me by surprise.
I feel shattered into pieces,
all I want to do is love, and love and love.
I have a second chance though,
I've met this person again.
They may remember the asshole I was to them or may not,
in the end, I do remember.
I will apologize, and make amends.
I've been humbled, and I'll probably be humbled once again in the future.
But let me tell you, even though it feels like a blow to the stomach,
or perhaps for example; playing soccer,
and having someone kick you on your legs and
landing on your back taking all the breath from you.
Being humbled is the best thing that could happen to anyone.
It teaches you so much,
makes you learn a lesson quick,
and God knows how I learn...
the hard way.
Christine D'Clario - Abrenos los cielos (en vivo)
It's one of those moments when you are reflecting life,
maybe it's the holidays, maybe it's the end of the year.
I like to believe that I try to better myself daily,
I am far from perfect,
Oh lord, everyone that meets me knows that.
I thought I was humble,
I mean I've been working on that for years now,
and I thought I was doing incredible, until...
I met someone recently,
whom I did not remember.
Had no recollection of meeting this person,
yet I had,
and they remembered me.
I realized tonight while talking with mom,
that this person had been presented/introduced to me,
to the result of becoming friends with them.
I was around nineteen years old,
and I was stupid, very stupid.
Yet, not throwing the age out there for an excuse, there is none.
I remembered looking at this person with disgust,
like "ew, you're below me, bye"
Now, I see I made a big mistake.
I didn't see it then because once again, I was stupid.
But now I've met the person again and I feel terrible.
I remember her childish face, and her sister as well,
I am starting to remember times when I've been an asshole,
and it's hitting me to the core.
I realized that as many times that I've been hurt,
I've hurt others too.
The thought of me causing harm to another,
is heart breaking, my heart really breaks.
I don't ever want to cause any sort of pain unto another.
It broke me tonight.
I was not expecting this at all, it took me by surprise.
I feel shattered into pieces,
all I want to do is love, and love and love.
I have a second chance though,
I've met this person again.
They may remember the asshole I was to them or may not,
in the end, I do remember.
I will apologize, and make amends.
I've been humbled, and I'll probably be humbled once again in the future.
But let me tell you, even though it feels like a blow to the stomach,
or perhaps for example; playing soccer,
and having someone kick you on your legs and
landing on your back taking all the breath from you.
Being humbled is the best thing that could happen to anyone.
It teaches you so much,
makes you learn a lesson quick,
and God knows how I learn...
the hard way.
Christine D'Clario - Abrenos los cielos (en vivo)
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