thought, can't process

I've thought about calling you
I've thought about texting you
And seeing how you were
My index finger has been on top
Of the green telephone button
Playing Minnie miny mo
I've practiced what i would
Say to you and think
Of how you would
React
And i have nothing
I haven't been able to finish
One whole sentence
I can't do it.
To be honest,
My whole self desires
To know about you
But you are too precious to me
You are that one unique flower
That stands out of the others
You are special
Always will be my darling
Never meant to hurt you