beauty you are

All the little things you would do
Ay baby how much i miss you
Damn it
I don't know who i am anymore
Everything i do and think
Of doing has you written
All over it
I miss your peaches smell
I thought leaving
Going away to another place
Would make it easier
But it's the opposite
This place has so much beauty
The clouds, trees, water
Everything is beauty
I am constantly reminded of you
I want you back in my life baby
But i don't think i deserve
For you to take me back

antidote, wish i was yours

I wasn't sure
Wasn't sure of what i wanted
Of what i had
-lie-
I knew what i had
I was afraid
And now you hunt me
Everywhere i turn
Your smile is there
I close my eyes
Not to see you
But you are still there
In the dark
Your voice, your sounds
Still resound in
The darkness
In the darkness of your four red walls
My darling i hope i don't hunt you
As you hunt me
For this hurts
It hurts in the core
Knowing you are my cure
But i am your poison

cloudless night

The thought of you
Brings my whole body
Back to life
Could be staring
At a beautiful sunset
With clouds complimenting
The orange like sun
Yet that's not as
Beautiful as you are
Nature's beauty reminds
Me of you
The detail and time
It takes to fill such
Massive canvas as
The earth is
But your beauty reminds me
that everyone is wrong
Perfection does exist
It is you
All the work
All the detail and time
It took to make
You
An "unfinished" piece
An art that only
Gets better as time passes us by

thought, can't process

I've thought about calling you
I've thought about texting you
And seeing how you were
My index finger has been on top
Of the green telephone button
Playing Minnie miny mo
I've practiced what i would
Say to you and think
Of how you would
React
And i have nothing
I haven't been able to finish
One whole sentence
I can't do it.
To be honest,
My whole self desires
To know about you
But you are too precious to me
You are that one unique flower
That stands out of the others
You are special
Always will be my darling
Never meant to hurt you