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We try to reason with our decisions
ourselves we try to compromise with our decisions
with the why we said yes to this 
and said no to this
everything is quiet as it might appear
but our minds are always speaking
probably bullshit about us
we might not reason with anyone 
but late at night man,
you have to reason with yourself just to fall asleep
you can't shut that mouth inside your head
it keeps yapping and yapping
so you must settle,
reason with it
come to an agreement so both can have your way
so it, You, can shut up for a few hours
and do something humanly,
sleep
even if in your dreams you continue the conversation you were having while awake
at least you get to say you were human, 
did something "normal" once a day
sleep and reasoning, you can't have one without the other.
yet sometimes you find yourself with neither.
I just wonder who has both?