Kindly,

I look back tonight
on how many tears I dropped for you
missing you, longing for your breath in my ear
to feel the warmth of your body near mine
But I see now that we adapt, we grow
grow out of it
maybe not completely out of love
but we minimize it
making space for another 
or even for ourselves.

I still think of You.
and how you are doing,
but of course I won't write directly to you,
feel its something we need to leave put for now
But I want you to know that you are still 
important to me
even if it may have appeared otherwise
I am really starting to think it was for the best
You said i was immature,
but i think we both were.
Too much emotion, too much all of a sudden
thought for a second it might have been summer love
but it was bigger than that
otherwise you wouldn't be in my mind still.
I don't think we would've known what to do with each other
in the long run.

I think of You,
You entirely, not your body or how beautiful you are
but You, your essence and our connection
I came to realize it was that, 
our connection that brought us close
that made us a match
we understood each other
and i guess that's why I can safely say
you hold no grudge against me
which I am thankful for
Don't remember if i ever told you,
but thank you
Thank you for being part of my life
I learned a lot from you, as i hope you did from me.
Regardless of time, 
I want to let you know 
you are important
and are thought of kindly 

Summer nights

I still remember our nights
The way I had to hide and lie about where I was going
It was our secret
You and I together
summer nights of fire
steam coming off our bodies
moaning and hushing our lips with kisses
as I slid down
each kiss I marked on your stomach
left traces of wetness down to your inner legs
you wanted to scream
but we had to keep quiet,
your head would sink into the pillow
and your eyes would open up looking up to the sky
you were breathless
you held on to me
tight
it hurt
but I kept going
I wanted you to not forget this night
I wanted to give you a memory you won't forget
a pleasure that you would desire even when I was away
a want your body would desire
I knew you were happy
your body hit an ecstasy point
it kept hitting spasms
each time farther from each other
you calmed down,
your body relaxed
I laid next to you
you were exhausted
dozing off
grabbed your right hand
and kissed it
the night was over
and so was us

John Legend - Tonight (Best You Ever Had) feat. Ludacris