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I feel bitterness growing
the garden in the corner is
growing weeds once again
and I feel the pain slowly
stabbing me
hurting me with its warmthness
its red warmthness spreading
throughout my back, chest
and mind.
You've tainted me
 branded me with burning fire
orange and fumes
"It" doesn't hurt
"You" hurt.

One path

Take me, Take me
Take me to you
Hug me, God
I want to be so close to you
that I am able to feel your heartbeat
Take me to that silence where there's peace

I feel impotent
I feel caged God
I love you, and I know you love me
but God I feel lonely
Why is it that doing your will is
such a lonely path God?
This has been, is a painful path
I am constantly falling, failing
Teach me.

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You that feels left out
unloved, not cared about
pushed, used
I feel the same way
I can't say it gets better
because I am still not there
you that has been promised
things, things like friendship
and love
and they've been forgotten
or rather never thought of
I can't say the pain lessens
for I am not there yet
yet...those are still words
of hope
You that pains, you that is
hurt of being damaged and
not given time to heal
I can't say it'll go away
but I know without him
it'll be worse
Dont blame him, just live
you know youre alive when
you feel, when you're hurt.